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The Words 'There's No Heartbeat' Destroyed Me
I was brought back to the triage bay and had my whole life destroyed by three words.
"There’s no heartbeat.”
Gerilyn Dowding
Nov 28, 20232 min read
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Our Baby Girl Went to Be With Jesus
After a few years of trying, my husband and I were expecting our first baby, due May of 2023. We were having a baby girl. At 29 weeks...
Nichole Hagin
Oct 10, 20231 min read
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Stillborn But Still Perfect
Launa, our first child, was stillborn on May 17, 2009. We were devastated. We didn't know how to cope. We went completely silent. Launa...
Shaun and Lavon Allred
Aug 11, 20232 min read
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I Think of My Angel Babies Every Day
Photo Credit: Chrissy Evanko In August of 2021, we found out we were pregnant with our third boy. We had waited four years to try after...
jennystillloved
Jun 12, 20232 min read
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She Was Perfect, Just Without Breath
Photo Credit: Georgia Hansen Amelia was baby number four in our family. She followed three little boys. She was long-awaited and her...
Georgia Hansen
Jan 2, 20234 min read
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She is Our Heavenly Flower
Photo Credit: Angie Andrade On Sunday, April 11, 2021, my boyfriend, Jose, and I found out we were pregnant. It was our 5th year...
Angie Andrade
Apr 11, 20223 min read
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I Carry Her Ashes Wherever I Go
Photo Credit: Sacha Shepherd I went for my anatomy scan on November 23, 2021, where I found out my daughter was very growth restricted. I...
Sacha Shepherd
Apr 7, 20224 min read
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You See Two Children, But I Will Always Have Four
Photo Credit: Laura Willgren Me and my spouse started trying for a baby back in early 2018. After three months, we learned we were...
Laura Willgren
Mar 29, 20224 min read
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Our Daughter Exists Only in Our Memory
Photo Credit: Amanda Loecker My husband and I recently found out we were expecting our second child together (my third—my son from a...
Amanda Loecker
Mar 17, 20225 min read
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I Will Always Love My Babies
Photo Credit: Nicola Dolden Our daughter Rudy's heart suddenly stopped beating at 18 weeks. She was born silently into the world on...
Nicola Dolden
Feb 28, 20223 min read
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We'll Carry You In Our Hearts
Photo Credit: Mariah Copeland Mary-Kate, The first time I laid my eyes on you, you were but a teeny tiny embryo growing in a dish. I...
Mariah Copeland
Feb 11, 20222 min read
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Another Baby Won't Replace Her
Photo Credit: Bam Davenport I'm sitting in my OB office, awaiting my third and fourth blood draws after a failed glucose challenge test....
Bam Davenport
Dec 10, 20212 min read
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An Ultrasound Confirmed Our Nightmare Was Real
Photo Credit: Cathy Nguyen We planned to welcome you into this world with open, excited arms and unconditional love. We had your name...
Cathy Nguyen
Nov 29, 20212 min read
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She Couldn't Stay, But She is Always With Me
Editor's note: This post is an excerpt from the book Still a Mum: A story of modern grief and life after loss. Photo Credit: Meagan...
Meagan Donaldson
Nov 4, 20213 min read
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She Gave Us the Best Minutes of Our Lives
Bilateral Renal Agenesis. 1 in 2000 is common, and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone else. Photo Credit: Angela Pichette I thought I was just...
Angela Pichette
Oct 13, 20215 min read
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I Wonder If An Ultrasound Could Have Saved Her
Photo Credit: Lianne Alizadeh After a 10 year infertility journey, 12 surgeries, 2 rounds of fresh IVF, 3 frozen embryo transfers and 7...
Lianne Alizadeh
Sep 22, 20214 min read
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To Those Who Have Lost a Baby—I am Proof of Hope
Photo Credit: Micah McKinnon In November 2016, my husband and I were excited to find out we were pregnant. We were both in our 30s and...
Micah McKinnon
Aug 30, 20215 min read
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My Daughter Became An Angel on Her Due Date
Photo Credit: Peiye Chung On March 5th, 2021, I was feeling cramps, so I decided to call L&D. They advised me to come in. I thought the...
Peiye Chung
Aug 29, 20212 min read
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My Universe Collapsed When I Lost Her
Photo Credit: Falbala Cloutier I had two miscarriages before meeting my boyfriend and formalizing our relationship. In March 2020, I...
Falbala Cloutier
Aug 11, 20211 min read
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I Can't Understand Why I Lost My Baby
Photo Credit: Kirby Carlton May 16, 2021, started out as a normal day. . .until it wasn't. I was working and having severe hip pain. I...
Kirby Carlton
Jul 28, 20211 min read
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