Stillborn But Still Perfect
Launa, our first child, was stillborn on May 17, 2009. We were devastated. We didn't know how to cope. We went completely silent. Launa...
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jennystillloved
Jun 12, 20232 min read
I Think of My Angel Babies Every Day
Photo Credit: Chrissy Evanko In August of 2021, we found out we were pregnant with our third boy. We had waited four years to try after...
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Lauren Spangler
Feb 9, 20233 min read
He Is His Brother's Guardian Angel
After years of trying to start a family and multiple first trimester losses, my husband and I were ecstatic when, in 2018, we found out I...
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Laura Willgren
Mar 29, 20224 min read
You See Two Children, But I Will Always Have Four
Photo Credit: Laura Willgren Me and my spouse started trying for a baby back in early 2018. After three months, we learned we were...
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Nicola Dolden
Feb 28, 20223 min read
I Will Always Love My Babies
Photo Credit: Nicola Dolden Our daughter Rudy's heart suddenly stopped beating at 18 weeks. She was born silently into the world on...
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Akane Noma
Feb 22, 20223 min read
He Will Be in Our Hearts Forever
Photo Credit: Akane Noma It was supposed to be one exciting day of my third pregnancy. I was going for my 15-week check up, and if I’d...
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Mariah Copeland
Feb 11, 20222 min read
We'll Carry You In Our Hearts
Photo Credit: Mariah Copeland Mary-Kate, The first time I laid my eyes on you, you were but a teeny tiny embryo growing in a dish. I...
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Lacey Kallay
Oct 4, 20213 min read
They Passed Away in Our Arms
Photo Credit: Lacey Kallay I had my anatomy scan at 21 weeks instead of 20 weeks because it was too close to the start of the school year...
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Lianne Alizadeh
Sep 22, 20214 min read
I Wonder If An Ultrasound Could Have Saved Her
Photo Credit: Lianne Alizadeh After a 10 year infertility journey, 12 surgeries, 2 rounds of fresh IVF, 3 frozen embryo transfers and 7...
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Micah McKinnon
Aug 30, 20215 min read
To Those Who Have Lost a Baby—I am Proof of Hope
Photo Credit: Micah McKinnon In November 2016, my husband and I were excited to find out we were pregnant. We were both in our 30s and...
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Falbala Cloutier
Aug 11, 20211 min read
My Universe Collapsed When I Lost Her
Photo Credit: Falbala Cloutier I had two miscarriages before meeting my boyfriend and formalizing our relationship. In March 2020, I...
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Maria Moore
Jul 13, 20212 min read
My Twins Were Gone Before They Got to Live
Photo Credit: Maria Moore After years of trying to grow our family, we suffered more losses than I could imagine. We underwent multiple...
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Angie Albaugh
Jul 4, 20212 min read
Our Baby Boy Came Home in an Urn
Photo Credit: Angie Albaugh Three months before I found out I was pregnant with our son Elliot, we suffered our first loss—our son Avery...
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Raechel Tomlinson
May 14, 20212 min read
We Lost Our Baby Boy, But Know We'll See Him in Heaven
Photo Credit: Raechel Tomlinson I am from Idaho, but was living in California with my mom because having a hyperemesis (HG) gravidarum is...
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Shannon Murray
Apr 27, 20212 min read
Three of My Babies Are in Heaven
Photo Credit: Shannon Murray I’ve been pregnant four times between the ages of 20 to 25. But I only have one of my children living with...
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Nikoleta Allinová
Apr 20, 20212 min read
I'd Give Anything To Hold My Daughter Once More
Photo Credit: Nikoleta Allinová After a miscarriage in November 2019, I was more than happy to find out I was pregnant again in April...
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Debbie Gray
Apr 20, 20212 min read
I Hope One Day I'll Grow a Beautiful Baby
Photo Credit: Debbie Gray *Trigger Warning: This post mentions abortion and miscarriage. I’ve always wanted children. It’s in my blood....
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Jenny Albers
Apr 8, 20213 min read
I Will Always Wonder Who My Baby Would Have Been
Photo Credit: Jenny Albers It sounds naïve now, but I’d never even heard of preterm premature rupture of membranes (PPROM) until I...
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Nicola Dolden
Mar 29, 20214 min read
How Much Loss Can Two People Take?
Photo Credit: Nicola Dolden At eighteen-weeks pregnant, I booked a private scan to see our cheeky little girl. Though we only had two...
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Brandee Webster
Mar 2, 20214 min read
After Three Miscarriages, I Finally Got An Answer
Photo Credit: Brandee Webster When I was only 16 years old, I found myself staring at a plus sign on a white stick. I thought to myself:...
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